Purpose and Pressure

At the last two competitions, the wheels fell off – especially for Loki and I. Even for Lu – my steady, usually-fairly-predictable dog was doing weird things in response to my weird mindset. My dog who thinks tunnels are dumb and contacts are awesome chose a tunnel over an A-Frame in a discrimination. My dog…

A Decision!

I keep writing posts. I have about 6 drafts in the wings, all of them with more or less the same message. Something along the lines of I am terrified and don’t know if I’m doing the right thing, I don’t know what I’m doing, holy hell there’s only 4 months until I’m meant to be…